I'M SO HAPPY.
I can’t wipe the smile off my face ..
Just had to blog about my joy.
I hope everyone’s having as nice of a night / morning as mine.
- You never fail. [:
I can’t wipe the smile off my face ..
Just had to blog about my joy.
I hope everyone’s having as nice of a night / morning as mine.
- You never fail. [:
I’ve been thinking, & 3 people have been standing out to me lately. Of course, threeee .. the number I hate. But whatever.
1. Do you see it or do I have to bluntly point it out? When you were gone from my life, it hurt. Trust me, it did. But I got over it. At least, I think I did. I wasn’t eager to see you anymore, & I had no cravings for your touch. I mean, why want someone who wants nothing do to with me? But then you came back. & ever since then, every last one of those feelings came rushing back. Idk what to do. I don’t want to want you, but I just can’t help myself. I know that if I let you get too close again, you’re going to leave .. Like you always do. I’d rather have you at a distance than not at all. I don’t like when you’re not there. I feel so .. lonely & lost. If it were possible, I’d want to be with you. It seems like you’re hinting me that you wanna be with me too? But I’m not sure. If you do, I’d like to know. But I don’t think anything can come of it unless you show me that you’ve changed. Do you get it now? I still love you ..
2. Hey, you. [; You’re never gonna guess. You’ve been there for me. It may not have been a long time, & we probably don’t know each others’ deep sides yet. But I’m sure I know some things that other people don’t. & You’re nothing short from amazing. I wanna give you a chance, but I really doubt it would work. It’d be nice if it did. But .. You never know. I guess I just like how you always make me smile.
3. I hate you. Why do you always have to insult me? Nothing nice or grateful ever comes out of your damn mouth. Something always has to be wrong. When I do bad in school, you yell about how stupid I am. When I forget to do a task, you lecture about how I’m so worthless. Whenever I’m eating, you crack jokes about how fat I am. When we’re out in public, you get discouraged about how stupid I look & how I dress because it embarrasses you? & when there’s really nothing to fuss about, you make my life seem like shit .. Like how I’m friendless & with no love life because I’m that pathetic. I hope one day, all these insults make you feel better about yourself. Geee, thanks for nothing.
Okay, I’m done.
What’s the temperature of the sun?
- 6,000 degrees Celsius. (11,000 degrees Fahrenheit) .. DUH. Lol (:
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fuckyeadance:
I wanna wish everyone who has family, friends, or anyone they know stationed overseas in the Middle East during this season; Happy Holidays.
May your prayers to those serving our country be heard.
-No one should ever have to be separated from loved ones during such times, but these men and woman do what they do to help serve the country we live in.
I don’t see anyone who dresses / looks like you. Just take it off, so dumb.
Yeah. Not words you’d expect to come out of a parent’s mouth. Blame me for being different? Telling me to change, is taking away who I am. What happened to not following the crowd? I thought I wasn’t supposed to care what people thought, just be myself. Should I treat you like everyone else & just disregard you opinion? I think I will. Btw, I get compliments .. so see me! [: